events, observations, gravity, responsibility
some events in order from oldest to newest, not necessarily close in time of occurrence to each other :
“protect yourself” - village elder 1
“slow down” - village elder 2
as I wrote an email a person read within my view a book : ”on the interconnectedness of all things”
village elders 3, 4 and 5 made a decision to grant me a significant increase in the quality and potency of all aspects of my personal and professional power for the rest of my life - a decision which necessarily by extension increased their own personal and professional dependence on my good judgement in making future choices which do not negatively impact their reputations and instead maintain them at a level at least equal to the moment before they agreed to grant me this new permanent power.
village elders 3-5’s decision to allow public acknowledgement of personal and by extension their house’s affiliation with and by extension implicit vouching for this private citizen and his ventures by extension implicitly acknowledges some non-zero amount of a citizen’s situadedness-in-the-world adjacent to a house whose raison d’être and core parameters include the search for knowledge, the worthiness of the accumulation and judicious exercise of power, organizational immortality and institutional time frame of planning and project execution which far exceeds the tenure of individual presidents, a dark power not able to be completely constrained by nation states’ borders, their presidents prime ministers or even kings
the above event by extension also places the reputation and by extension some non-zero quantity of the power of the house of the elders within the range of my ability to influence it (voluntarily or involuntarily) by my own choices.
the current and future depth of sincerity and quality of affiliation and outcomes is likely unknown by anyone today
multiple parties not including village elders 3-5 mentioned above and who may or may not be connected to each other in ways which matter to me, have been placed by me on notice that their future choices will necessarily include:
their decision to acknowledge or deny that their past choices were responsible for wrongly depriving me of rights, income and assets which are mine and which I am determined to recover
their decision to fight or cooperate in my efforts to recover the above mentioned items
observations in no conscious order:
all signals are simultaneously involuntary and voluntary
it is impossible to avoid continually sending signals at every moment of existence
silence is a signal, sometimes wise sometimes foolish
distinguishing wise from foolish choices is not easy in all instances of forced decisions
publicity must be used with care to avoid oversaturation
escalation has not been my conscious choice but it is possible my actions have contributed to it
psyops have many possible goals including experimentation and discussing them publicly or even positing the existence of any one psyop and showing evidence of its existence is dangerous until credibility is extreme
even when credibility is extreme, public discussion of psyops is a decision to be taken not lightly
the nature of the relationship of the once and now again seated emperor and his long-time loyal deputies with the house of the village elders 3-5 is unknown to this author at this time but what is known is at least the following:
the emperor, being a survivor is by extension not stupid
given the emperor is not stupid it seems reasonable to surmise the emperor understands that
he has no choice but to coexist with the house of the elders, that it will inevitably outlast his tenure
his power, while differentiated by nature in multiple ways is nevertheless interconnected with theirs
he likely has some preexisting, ongoing personal relationship(s) with members of their house