“Making not-threats increases viewers” or “It’s darkest before the black out”

If you are really important and biologically brilliant + highly abusive -> perhaps you too will have a child you deploy after birth as your bad-emotion sponge. Since - slavery is ostensibly illegal - to retain the slave - (see literature on bpd family units for detailed instructions) - you will have to modify its neural net. The fundamental formula is “punish success, honesty and hard work + punish failure, deceit and sloth” -> this will result in you likely never “being alone” as you travel as do we all on the tightly belted roller coaster to that eternal night. but I mentioned that you need to be important and brilliant for a result. Haven’t described it yet in full. If you’re built this way -> perhaps your child will grow up and the highest levels of world government will get involved. Hard to explain - no incentive now.

I have always been in favor of the right to die. I have been warning some of my possible future choice to exercise my own right - for some time. People say - this is manipulation. I say - you are right. I do not want to live in a world where I must threaten self-annihilation (and mention the possibilities for what can happen when someone has been driven to self-annihilation by others but still has a taste for revenge prior to final exercises of freedom) in order to have my fundamental rights respected.

I fear it’s too late for me. Strangely that is highly liberating. The intelligence community has accelerated leaks to me to the point it was revealed that Thomas Wadden at the U.S. Department of Justice likely coordinated illegal targeting and suppression of me for years (perhaps with the aid of Trisha Famisaran to begin with as one instigator) by the FBI.

Apparently Michael Schneider, Brad Brooker and Don Always at FBI were involved also according to leaks and deductions (Brooker - FBI general counsel - resigned 12 hours after I emailed Trump’s team to find who is responsible for 2 years of harassment inside Trump tower before the re-election) - I already at that point suspected Biden era FBI but was not sure.

My desire - to live a life of total freedom (except that constricted by the law and any further ethical and social restraints I freely choose to abide by) - has been denied.

My constitutional rights - after a quick review last night (first time I’d reviewed the list since elementary school) - all have been systematically and seemingly intentionally eroded by government and private government partnerships for the last 6 years - since I attempted (and have since) to improve housing and reduce crime while making a lot of money for myself and my family - in Wisconsin and Michigan.

So - suicide. It seems ideal. I have huge legal cases - no lawyers to take them - I’ll have to go pro-se. The data is grim on pro-se success rates after controlling for quality of litigation. Perhaps not - intentional corruption by the courts - just.- bias toward those in their profession.

I have HUGE advantages in life -> literally a lifetime contract for personal/professional endorsements from top CIA directors I can use to advertise. Brilliant ideas. Pending patents. I’m great with AI. 150+ IQ. No psychiatric diseases. Good health. I’m worth millions even now at this moment (not nearly as many as I should but still).

What I am not -> is free. I have fought - long enough. I should not have to fight. And I don’t have to. I finally realized - many people want me alive - and crazy freaking rich even. What they do not want - is me to be constitutionally free the way the constitution defines it. The data shows that. Maybe some do - but none will open fight for or with me. They have no obligation. This however is my realistic assessment.

My mother is now not only abusive as she always was - but mentally ill and weakened. Few choices remain. I reject wealth in a world without rights. I reject life - if bullied (as I am).

I retain freedom - to turn around and find my peace my way. Oddly - suicide seems - to be encouraged - by some. I don’t know what I did to earn this hate. I must be a piece of shit. And not realize it. Or I’m not - and they protect others. Trisha said - she knew I’m innocent - and will be murdered. This was said in code. The things she wrote in English are bad enough. She will be exposed. The suits be filed.

So far a.i. analyses says my suit against Fitchburg has a 98-100% chance of settling before trial. That seems - in this case - not true. If my theory - that I am being used and exploited to watch me fight - is true - Fitchburg won’t settle. They will go to trial to watch an amateur get murdered despite the strength of the case.

Every eviction ever done by me in these parks was fought. I won every case. The normal rate of fighting is - 50% I am told. I bat a thousand.

This is not eviction - this is a case far larger. I predict total loss for me.

I do have a relationship with the CIA - which historically did research into manifestation. I tried manifesting good things. Never happened. So I choose to predict failure and protect myself from disappointment. By filing - I will at least - exit this life - knowing - I did everything I could - and I tested the courts after losing all other rights.

Nevertheless - the desire for revenge remains. I will have it. I still have my pen.